I realize now that I have just emerged from a 70 year FUNK! Evidence of this rebirth is my starting "spring cleaning" or maybe it's "death cleaning" (?) because I have cancer and now I'm more focussed then ever before in my life. As a matter of fact perhaps all of my life prior to now was preparation practice for living! Perhaps instead of living I was just existing. I guess II wa only teaching myself when I was thinking I was teaching my colllege and university students about what is meaningful in life? I would tell them that before they can have anything at all, even before they can have their basic needs met, they first must BE! In other words, they first must do the very hard work involving being a responsible individual that is unique in this world, otherwise even your basic needs have YOU! Until I emerged and gave (as if virtual) birth to myself as a unique, responsible individual, I was in a kind of victim funk, always feeling sorry for myself and the ironic thing is that instead of having a victim "self", my victim self had me! Now that I ammy unique individual responsible self instead of my victims South I can be free from the defensiveness of having to make any excuses. I can live my life blissfully without regard to any one's judgment because instead of having judgment, judgment has everyone else. yes I am even free from judgment because I am so spontaneous I only exist for me with me and to me perhaps I am like Trump. I am spontaneously a three-year-old and I love it!

I RIDE the PINK PONY - XXX - (Originally BANNED by Youtube!!!) UCC students have spoken: this video is what needs to go viral: Word! SHARE, SHARE, SHARE

I RIDE the PINK PONY - XXX - (Originally BANNED by Youtube!!!) My UCC students say this is their FAV! YOUTH SPEAKS! AMEN! lmao

Imagine When What We Want 2 Own r the Emotions That We Feel

Some of my comedy, improv, rants, performance art videos, etc:
 http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=barbara+todish&oq=barbara+todish&gs_l=youtube.3..0.4684.11190.0.12503.14.14.0.0.0.0.403.1491.10j3j4-1.14.0...0.0...1ac.1.nEIGfzZvab8

IMPROV IS A "RETRO YOUTH DRUG"

Improv is a retro youth "drug"! MPROV frees me from all limitations, except , of course, gravity lol (and I'm even working on transcending GRAVITY with LEVITY! rotflmao

Improv frees me  to BE my "imp", my limitless omnipotent infant-that-can-communicate-self!  Improv is FREEDOM from all the RESTRICTIONS OF (SO-CALLED) MATURITY, which  adult "maturity" is, in actuality, loss of the playfulness of harmless word and body language playfulness!

ATTENTION: READERS OF THIS BLOG
Could really use some advice on which comedy/rant/performance art video to submit to PIT (Peoples Improv Theater) contest for scholarship.


Some of my comedy, improv, rants, performance art videos, etc:
 http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=barbara+todish&oq=barbara+todish&gs_l=youtube.3..0.4684.11190.0.12503.14.14.0.0.0.0.403.1491.10j3j4-1.14.0...0.0...1ac.1.nEIGfzZvab8

New blog,etc., planned, what do you think of my plans?

Starting cesareanabortions.blogspot.com  (for women who have yet to have offspring vaginally, if you already have had vaginall deliver(y)ies try kegel exercises) so women can have tighter vaginas, so when they find someone who they really admire, they can give him a tight pussy!